dear heart,
im sorry for leaving you alone.im sorry for leaving you without company.
if only you knew that im so sick of tears.im so sick of picking every pieces of you.
im sick of living with you crying deep inside myself everyday.
i wish you could understand.i wish you could deal with it.
someday,i'll find a perfect company for you.
that will not you cry for nonsense,shed for shits,tears for fuck.
please stay strong.stay calm.
be patient.once the time has come,you'll never live in tears nor shed all you know is you've heard of it before but not living with it anymore.